As I go on, nothing has really changed.

I am…Gay, Bi, Straight, Polyamorous, Eating DISordered, Obsessive, Insane, Seeking Inner Peace, Beautiful, Confused, Sad, Lonely, In love, Alone, Just Another One Who Loves Someone Who has Loved and Been Loved a
Million Times Over, Nothing Special, Always In Control, Just Like Everyone Else,  Not Anyone's Love, Not In Recovery, In Love With my DISorder, Wanting Nothing, Expecting Nothing, Seeking Nothing, Demanding Nothing, Still Absolutely Nothing...