Holding on.

"just stop!"
I can't

"just eat something "
I can't

"just do it for me"
I can't

"can't you see what you're doing?"
I can

"can’t you see how wrong this is?"
I can

"can't you see how bad it's gotten"
I can

"can't you see that I love you?"
I can

I can see this.
I can feel it.
I can't be anyone else.
I can't stop for you.

I can't let go, it's all I have.

I Am My Disorder.